This can all go away

I just figured out how to do paragraph spacing on this stupid blog. That's not what this post is going to be about though. lol. I wrote something like this in my first post on here. Something about how I'm sick of sitting around all day. Which is fine, it's just that I have so many things that I want to accomplish, and now my ex girl friend is pregnant. She ruined my life.

I tried talking out my frustrations, but it seems as though everyone's trying to force their opinions on me. The conclusion that I've come up with now, is that I'll just have to write it out. So here it goes. I have the option to run away. I have the option to let her live off of my money, and I have the option to sit here and stress about it forever. I feel like if I run away, I'll be stressing for the rest of my life, and that's no way to live life.

I'm already getting calls from debt collectors. The fuck?! Sigh. This really hurts. To put your trust in someone, and have your life be fucked up like this. Kind of makes me mad. If I move, this will all go away. Or make it exponentially worse. Don't know for sure which. Suicide was sounding like an option there for awhile. Unfortunately, I have something that I want to give the world, so I can't do that.

I say if she chooses to have it, that's her decision. Does it really hurt a child if he/she doesn't have a father? Please tell me your thoughts.