Action

So, my routine seems to be in full effect. But as with yesterday, you never know what's going to happen here. Also, I haven't looked at porn since before Saturday. Three days, and I didn't realize that I was this addicted. I guess you don't know till you stand back and take an objective look at the situation. I'm going to go ahead and start some new habits here. Like journaling for instance. Looking at my situation, I don't think that porn is the problem. I think it's my habits. So, this is what I'm going to do to change them. Write. That's it, I'm just going to write journals. There's nothing wrong with masturbation. In fact, I did it this morning, and felt a bit of shame. No guilt though, as I didn't look at any porn.

Sticking to a rigid schedule sucks. What I would like to do, and what I think would make me feel more accomplished, is if I have specific habits that seem to get done daily. Things like journaling, exercise, meditation, etc. I got those written out, now all I have to do is put them into action.