Success is what motivates

Alrighty, so here's what's been going on with me. Homework. I have it. I have things going on that are tough. I have a baby in California. Allegedly. I'm hungry! But mostly, I want to get in the mindset for writing things that make sense. These journals sometimes don't make to much sense. Flying from topic to topic. For instance, I need to buy my gf a new computer. I bought myself one, and she can't stop using it. Not that I like being on the computer all day, but when I need it, she's on it. Fucking a. Wish we had some bananas. There was something else that I was going to mention as well.....I have the opportunity to start a business. Of course I'm going to do it, but the gf isn't feeling it. She doesn't get it. I have to actually prove that the money that I spend is going somewhere decent. Maybe next month I'll have something to show for all this. I haven't started yet though, that's the thing. that's the issue. I can't get money if I don't start, and put in a passion for it. Also, there needs to be a success or two along the way to motivate me. I think that it works that way for anyone. Success is what motivates.