Write to be Happy

Foggy headed. That's all I am. People must change their beliefs before they change their habits. Too tired to really think about making sense. I would like to exercise a bit, but I don't think that's going to be happening here any time soon. So many things to believe, where do I start? I want to make these sorts of journals a habit. Maybe write a few every day, as a sort of reward to clear my mind. Not that I really get into writing these things, but studies show that if you write a bit about your day or some crap, that you'll be an over all happier person. A happy life, is a successful life. I hear these things, but sometimes, I don't have the energy to apply them. I mean, I'm writing a journal now, but not really about what's going on with me. Some of these journals are more coherent than others, but I don't know if that matters in the happiness theory. I think it's really more for personal use. To clear things up in your head. It's hard to say if that sort of thing works, but hey, I got some good ideas, and I'm going to stick with it.

Success is what motivates

Alrighty, so here's what's been going on with me. Homework. I have it. I have things going on that are tough. I have a baby in California. Allegedly. I'm hungry! But mostly, I want to get in the mindset for writing things that make sense. These journals sometimes don't make to much sense. Flying from topic to topic. For instance, I need to buy my gf a new computer. I bought myself one, and she can't stop using it. Not that I like being on the computer all day, but when I need it, she's on it. Fucking a. Wish we had some bananas. There was something else that I was going to mention as well.....I have the opportunity to start a business. Of course I'm going to do it, but the gf isn't feeling it. She doesn't get it. I have to actually prove that the money that I spend is going somewhere decent. Maybe next month I'll have something to show for all this. I haven't started yet though, that's the thing. that's the issue. I can't get money if I don't start, and put in a passion for it. Also, there needs to be a success or two along the way to motivate me. I think that it works that way for anyone. Success is what motivates.