Stress is the trigger that makes us do things that we don't want to do. It sounds so obvious when it's written down. So yea, you can try to replace your bad habits with better ones. You can stave off things that you think are bad. But when the stress hits, you are out of the game. Been up since 4 this morning. It makes my head hurt just thinking about it. I really hope though, to be able to get some sleep later today. Waking up early would be fine, if I could go to bed early as well. Maybe caffeine is the answer? Sometimes when I decide to stay awake, I get tired a few hours later.
The problem is, I'm going to have to be awake in order to help with a group project today at 9:00. I don't want to. It's a class I'm failing, the tests are impossible, and I'm struggling through it. Pushing, and grinding, and digging through a class where everyone treats me like shit. Maybe I should have kept on flirting with that bitch in Marine Biology. If I never mentioned how old I was, I would be the coolest guy in my group. But, no, I had to have respect for my girl friend, and say "it is not appropriate to be flirting with me." That's all fine, but now my girlfriend is treating me like garbage. Sorry I made a phone call at a time that you deemed inappropriate. That's not a reason to walk into our room, and elbow me in the face at 4:30 in the morning. It's just not. Shit.
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