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I think I'll write a book. Sometimes, I feel as though I'm being shit on. Just like Wayne said in Wayne's World, "Shit on." That's all it is. Does it make me a bad person to feel as though I'm not in control of my life? Fuck! Anywho, the new weird al cd is out in 15 days. Shit, call me lazy, and I'll stab someone in the face. I just can't seem to grasp the concept that someone could think that I'm not a hard worker, when the work I do simply does not align with what said person thinks are important things. Fucking important things. Man I could rant about that kind of lunacy all day. WTF. That's all I got to say about that.

Imposed discredit-ability. Forced compliance. I'm working on something! Shit. Deep breaths don't seem to help the situation that I am in. Usually it does. I don't want people reading this kind of thing. It hurts my head just to think that someone out there is reading this sort of thing. Not that it matters. I think I've said that before. This is going to be a long entry though. I have a lot of shit to think about. Just a lot. A ton of things that if I ponder on them for to long,,,