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I think I'll write a book. Sometimes, I feel as though I'm being shit on. Just like Wayne said in Wayne's World, "Shit on." That's all it is. Does it make me a bad person to feel as though I'm not in control of my life? Fuck! Anywho, the new weird al cd is out in 15 days. Shit, call me lazy, and I'll stab someone in the face. I just can't seem to grasp the concept that someone could think that I'm not a hard worker, when the work I do simply does not align with what said person thinks are important things. Fucking important things. Man I could rant about that kind of lunacy all day. WTF. That's all I got to say about that.

Imposed discredit-ability. Forced compliance. I'm working on something! Shit. Deep breaths don't seem to help the situation that I am in. Usually it does. I don't want people reading this kind of thing. It hurts my head just to think that someone out there is reading this sort of thing. Not that it matters. I think I've said that before. This is going to be a long entry though. I have a lot of shit to think about. Just a lot. A ton of things that if I ponder on them for to long,,,

I make Original Music Videos on Youtube

So, I'm doing a bit of research, on SEO. According to my research, this particular post should get more views than any of my other posts, just because I used the words original music videos on youtube. Now, these words that I just used should make sense in context. I can't just say some crap that makes no sense whatsoever, like the original music videos on youtube had a play date with the original music videos on youtube involving a whole bunch of you know what (Wink, wink).

You see, I'm not so much of a writer as I am a musician. The relationship that I have with music, is much more fun and rewarding than anything else that I do, but I do like to consider writing articles like these as a hobby. Yes, it is indeed fun. I'm just going to pretend that you asked me if it was fun there.

Journal entries like this one though, where I don't have to think about what I type, are much more fun than say something that comes out forced. The thing about this journal, is that I can do tests, and see what works and what doesn't. At least as far as marketing. I mean how much sense do I have to make when I use the phrase original music videos on youtube? I don't want people to think that I am using that phrase just to get views. Though to be honest, I kind of am. That's why this whole thing is an experiment. Please let me know by commenting if this experiment worked. Also, if you would like to check out my original music, please visit michaelsmadmusic.com. It's singer songwriter type folk music. Trust me, you won't be disappointed. OH yes, and original music videos on youtube. lol.

murder is bad.

For some reason, I just can't seem to focus. It's strange to think that I may have a kid soon. I don't know what to say here, except, I just made a sandwich, and my hands smell like onions. Fuck I hate strong smells. I can't seem to get them off my hands. I know onions can be a manly scent, but damn, this just isn't my cup of tea. I think though, that I can safely say, that writing about onions is re-wiring my brain. The less sense these rants make, the better. I don't think people actually read this crap. Doesn't really matter if they do.

Writing is positive. No matter what it's about. Boy, if I were to really write about the things that were on my mind right now, I could be put in jail. Actually, that's not true. I think that anything that is written is protected under free speech. But actually doing shit is what puts people in jail. My thoughts include murder. There, I said it. fuck it. I can say whatever I want. Blood makes me squeamish though. So, no thank you to that. Better to just meditate it off. You know what I mean. Aah. I feel better.