Ironic

So, I've come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter what I write in here, my girlfriend is going to be all kinds of upset. This is a personal thing, and it irks me that she read a post. The thing is though, that there is a 99% chance that she won't read this one, and that sir, is the definition of irony.

To that I say, whatever. Fuck, how annoying. The only people that I want reading this crap are people that I don't know. Apparently, I have a bunch of followers, so I suppose that's pretty groovy. Some days I get bored, and on those days I want to write down my thoughts in a public forum. Why the fuck is this a bad thing? People need to calm the fuck down.

I did read one interesting opinion recently though, and that is the idea that thoughts are neutral, and that only actions have consequences. If my girlfriend is crying because of a misguided thought, and that puts me into a poor emotional state, is it the action of her crying that's making me feel like I did something shitty, or is it the original thought (albeit a misguided one) that is to blame? If she knew the truth behind what she read in the first place to make her think such things, well then she wouldn't be so upset. But again, this goes back to actions. Why was she reading my journal in the first place?