Take Action

This is going to sound a bit unusual, but I think that I write these things just to make me feel like I'm productive. I've been thinking about it a bit, and I don't know if I'd be really happy if all I was doing for a living was sitting around and giving webcam guitar lessons to people. What would make me happy I think, would to be with people that I love. I get a bit lonely out here, as I don't know anyone. I have tons of acquaintances, but no real friends. It's enough to drive someone insane. Or at least make them mentally sick. It kind of hurts, but you know, I think I can get solace after I finish college. I never want a real job, I know this for sure. But what pisses me off is the fact that goals never make a person happier. I don't exactly know what does, but I know it's not setting goals. The thrill of achieving a goal only lasts a few days at most, then it's back to the old grinding block. So what does make a person happy? Besides sex, Coffee, and good food, I believe it's friendship, friends, and family that have the biggest impact. Helping people is my calling in life. I can do that well. I don't need a degree to teach people how to write some music, or better themselves in some small way. I know this would make me happy. In the end, do I want to move back to Florida? Now that I think about it, it's time to stop making plans, and act on what I have. Because nothing will get done if you don't take action.