Positive self talk. That's what journals are all about, right? I'd like to think so. I can't imagine it any other way. What's hard about my current situation, is that I'm not morally allowed to forget that I have a baby. She'll just go around eating poison and knives, and poisonous knives, while I'm doing my work, and I would forget. I fear that I would forget about her.
I can't afford to pay for some sort of daycare. It's counter-intuitive. So, what am I going to do? I ask myself this question constantly. Maybe the question should be, where's the motivation? It's not even that. It's the fact that my baby is biting me right now. WTF.
