I'd like to say that I've become a decent writer. Just decent. Not the best, not the worst, but you get the gist. I need a place to organize my thoughts, and as I may have mentioned in other posts, I think this is it. This is the site where I can just let my ideas flow, and not a soul will read them. At least not anyone that I know personally. There are but a few people in this world who I would care as to whether they read my journal here or not. A tiny handful in an ocean of people. Really though, even if one of these few people read what I've written here, I could probably explain why I wrote what I wrote.
Sometimes, I just need a place where I can be offensive. Shit, if I wrote some of this crap out on Facebook, do you know how many people would try to light me on fire? Probably one or two, but that's not the point. I want to be able to say things like "I reached out to a bitch I knew from high school a couple months, and you know what happened? She talked some shit about me not loving my daughter enough just because I said I didn't like it when she bites me." I mean, my daughter's teething, but that doesn't mean that I don't love her. I was just trying to reach out.
Now if I post that on Facebook, the bitch that I knew from high-school would get all pissy, and throw a hissy fit. Damn. Things you wish you could say. I also want to be able to bitch about my baby's mama in California, but that's not considered classy, in addition, I'm trying to keep it a secret, because I'm embarrassed that I ever slept with that human piece of garbage. Not that anyone would get upset about me posting about her, but still, it's better not to talk shit.
