Karma

Karma. I believe everybody has it in them, surrounding them, a part of them. Mine's not so good right now, but you know, whatever. There's this girl that I may have mentioned in an earlier post. The thing is, I'm not attracted to her. At all. This is weird even for me. Like as a straight man, I'm more attracted to some men than I am to her. It's not just that she's gross. It might have something to do with the ex-prostitute thing, or the ex-drug addict thing, or her teeth. I can't really explain it. The point is, she's a fucking psychopath, who may be pregnant. Happy St. Patrick's day! It's not like I didn't have enough problems moving into an apartment that I can't afford. Now I have to stay in contact with this girl that I want nothing to do with. The rumor around here is that girls will do anything for money, including having a kid. No thank you to that! If I want a kid, I will adopt a baby goat! At least they can provide milk and cheese in the long run. Unlike real children, who provide screaming, and fecal matter. What did I do to deserve all this? Certainly not anything that would directly harm people. Nothing that I can think of off the top of my head. Don't you worry though. I'll figure it all out. I always do. ;)